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Monday, December 31, 2007

oh what a year it had been.
and time really flies.
it has been a year of joy, love, laughters, fun... but also of tears and sorrow.
but they are all memories and experiences worth cherishing and remembering =D

i look forward to a whole new year. though i know studying is the main focus of next year T.T
but of coz i still can have fun! haha. =P

goodbye 2007.

2008. here i come.
=D

12/31/2007 02:12:00 AM sprinklinq love Y

Friday, December 28, 2007

it was a long day in school.first time i woke up so early in the morning=P
well met up early for dance and there was a great improvement in our dance! =D
today everyone's enthusiasm level was higher than usual.wonder why haha.
oh the overall performance was quite well done. just a little improvement here and there it will be great =DD
had fun dancing though lol =D and made some new friends too! =D

it's going to be my dad's birthday soon haha.
happy birthday dad! =)
n happy birthday to tricia, whose birthday falls on this day! haha.

sometimes i really don't wish to think more but somehow i can't.

it doesn't matter. it shouldn't matter. it CAN'T matter.

i am screaming inside but i cant be heard.

oh easier said than done.

12/28/2007 11:15:00 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, December 27, 2007

merry christmas!
belated one though =P
i spent the most on christmas day. coz it's shopping time! =D
went city hall den to bugis. crowded with people sia. especially at bugis.
not bad. i bought some stuff home haha.
peppermint mocha at starbucks was superb! green tea latte also not bad haha =DD
feet was painful at the end of the day. =( but had a great time with jen n kai ling!(her sis) =DD

n i went for christmas caroling too at chevrons. =)
it was a fun experience though not many people were paying attention i guess. they were busy chatting n eating lol =P
n thanks for dinner yet again! =DD

oh n something eerie happened during our walk to imm after caroling O.O

it's back to haunt me again. i guess it probably didnt go away at all..

btw nice song recommended by jen! a really sad song. listen to the lyrics bah...

12/27/2007 09:58:00 PM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, December 24, 2007

had been going for WE's concert these 2 days
and their performance was great! =D led by ms ong haha.
wonderful singing =D

well today went for jen's christmas party before going for concert.
shocked by the amount of people! HAHA. ate buffet styled dinner and took some photos =D before i took my leave o.o
and the balloon made by ah qing were all very nice! too bad i fear the sound of twisting of balloons. or else i would have learn it from her!
and btw thanks jen for the dinner! and thanks qing for the cute cute baby pooh and nuggets! <3

it was photo taking session after the concert! ms ong was so busy taking photos with people. HAHA. it was as though it's our concert! haha.
went ps's macs for supper but me n hui ting took our sushi in! =P
haha.

...pretending. faking.
all because i still dun have the courage to face it.

12/24/2007 12:22:00 AM sprinklinq love Y

Friday, December 21, 2007

back from camp le! haha. =D
i love mass and fun dance! xD
Gamma.

didnt have enough sleep during camp though. and whole body aching from sleeping on classroom tables! haha. so super tired during choir that day haha. but choir is fun on wed! =D

today is a bright and sunny day. finally.
oh i just love the sunshine. it never fails to lift my spirits =)
rainy and gloomy days shoo! xP

only i have the power to choose the life i want to lead.
be happy each day or drowning myself in sorrow.
xD

12/21/2007 10:36:00 AM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, December 16, 2007

It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got till it's gone.

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eye
I thought with time you'd realize
It's over over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older older
You know I'd fight for you
But how I can fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's not fair

Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right
I know know it

Don't me make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you
Now I want the best of you
It's time for show and tell

Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
It's now or never

12/16/2007 10:39:00 PM sprinklinq love Y

Saturday, December 15, 2007

yeah it's true.
aim high, to reach for the stars above. =)
thanks.

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory
Will last for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain

12/15/2007 12:09:00 AM sprinklinq love Y

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

surprisingly today is the first time i didnt step out of my house. at all. haha.
watched stardust. nice! =)
but for the rest of the holidays i dont think i will be home for whole day. busy with choir practices, trying hard to get myself to study, outings and camp coming up! haha.

oh btw last sun went to bugis. bpco sectional outing haha. went billy bombers(still got lucky draws!) and swensens. overall it was sinful but nice hehe. i went back home early though hmm.

woke up today feeling... weird. anyway cant describe that feeling either. it's a bad feeling though.
mood for studying wasnt there. mood for everything else gone. luckily after watching stardust i felt better. thanks to xiangna! haha.

give me time.
i believe time heal all wounds.

12/11/2007 10:06:00 PM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, December 10, 2007

jolted back to reality.
hello reality.

dun worry yah. i will stay optimistic! =) because there are still alot of things i can look forward to. like... great friendships! and many other activities. haha.
it will take time though.
i will try to stay strong.

thanks for everything though.
smile always.

=)

12/10/2007 09:40:00 PM sprinklinq love Y

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

studying starts le! sian.
anw today went studying with faith at starbucks. saw a couple of friends too haha. and him =D

actually i have given much thought abt the suggestion.
it's probably the best way out for now. for us to think about what we really need and want. yeah for us. i suddenly realised what i really want. Not lotsa freedom which i thought i needed in the past. Not lotsa nice stuff to satisfy my wants which i craved for in the past.

although i've realised what i really want, i may not get it in the end.
but life will still goes on. duh. although with a sense of something missing.
i will be strong. or rather learn to be strong.
i've gained something from this too. so as to say.
things are different now. in a bad and good way though.
i have learnt to cherish more, every little thing.

hmm...

trust. i still have. haha..
and i still believe miracles do happen. because they do =)
waiting...

anyway a lovely song from enchanted. enjoy...

12/04/2007 11:26:00 PM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, December 3, 2007

i believe miracles do happen... don't they?

i have faith.

i am waiting.

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

12/03/2007 07:03:00 PM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, December 2, 2007

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok, It's ok, It's ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you're my
You're my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away

Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay...

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven...

12/02/2007 08:40:00 PM sprinklinq love Y

Saturday, December 1, 2007

there are really so many uncertainties in life.

that's why we should treasure the present. treasure everything that we have.
so i wanna say i love you!!
to:
. my beloved family
. relatives(cousins etc.)
. all of my friends that i have known throughout my whole life
- best n close friends (especially jen n qing!)
. you

yeah that's about it.

was feeling quite upset juz now. but now better le! =)
yah i was just thinking way TOO much i guess aiyo.
but u cheer up too! rmb i will always be there =DD

btw special thanks to jennifer haha

12/01/2007 12:36:00 AM sprinklinq love Y